Why do you want to understand me? What makes you think you could?
[ She hates him and she hates herself. She hates that he's pushing on these buttons she doesn't want pressed. Maybe it'd be nice to talk to someone, but oddsa re it would just hurt. She'd just get abandoned again. The only way to survive is to be on her own.
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but i think it's important you need to know.
[ Lover's quarrel. As usual. ]
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i don't think this has anything to do with me.
it has everything to do with you and how you react to pretty much everything.
[ Somehow, he's not backing out of this. He's known her too long for that nowadays. ]
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[ They're both coping in different ways. They're both hurting. They just don't see it in one another. Not really. ]
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at least i wouldn't lash out at people like you always seem to do.
i don't understand why you can't even tell me what your deal is.
[ Nope. They don't. Just bickering teenagers that can't get along. ]
everybody keeps telling me to open up and trust other people more.. maybe you need to do the same.
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is that so wrong?
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[ She hates him and she hates herself. She hates that he's pushing on these buttons she doesn't want pressed. Maybe it'd be nice to talk to someone, but oddsa re it would just hurt. She'd just get abandoned again. The only way to survive is to be on her own.
So she rejects him. ]